Who am I

Am I the girl who everyone likes

Or am I just another person walking down the crowded halls

Am I really always this happy and excited about everything 

Or am I just holding a mask in front of all the brokenness

Am I just as smart as everyone else

Or do I just have the most common sense

Am I an athlete 

Or just another want to be

Am I really always kind to everyone who’s not

Or do I talk like them too

Have I always helped people 

Or is it what makes me happy because no one else can do the same for me

Does it always seem like everything is going right for me

Or am I just trying to stay positive through the pain

Do I really not like getting hugs

Or do I not want to get to attached so when they leave it hurts less

If you make me mad am I leaving you

Or am I taking a step back so I don’t lose you

Do I make everyone my priority and I’m theirs

Or am I only their option

Do I believe every compliment I’ve received

Or do I second guess it and believe every insult 

Am I really wide awake 

Or am I so jittery because I’m trying to stay awake

Do I really procrastinate all my writing assignments

Or do I wait because I write better underpressure

Am I an introvert who doesn’t talk unless spoken to

Or am I actually an extrovert who doesn’t shut up once I get to know you

I know I am these things but which ones

I don’t know for sure

So who am I