Sunday, December 19, 2021

Re-stolen Book and Family Bonding

 Hello! Dear readers, humans, whatever you are, this is my final blog, I have returned for my final act- and I think it's a good one! I am sad there is so much I could talk about right now, but I have settled onto an idea that was given to me/requested to me by my dear friend, Melody. Buutttt... Before I do start my little rambling rampage of stories I want to say I just took this vacation to Disney World with my family it was amazing, I loved it, I got this super cool jacket, and now I'm back to making up two weeks worth of school work with five days left in the semester. It's fine, we're fine, I'm fine. Anywho continuing on I hope you enjoy my (I believe) final post on our blog. 

Idea: The son of a famous author and psychiatrist goes to Barnes and Noble, accidentally steals one of his mother's book copies, and then has a moral dilemma about what to do. (Accidentally not "Accidentally")

"Now, before you say anything- and I mean anything, let me explain. I didn't mean to, I promise. I got home and it was just there, in our book bag. I don't know how alarms didn't sound- but take it. Take it back! It haunts me! Get it away, it taunts me with its knowledge! I don't want it." Miles said as he thrust the book at his mothers and waited for one of them to reprove him for not mentioning the discovery earlier. He closed his eyes waiting to hear if there was a punishment involved with stealing from their favorite bookstore, what if they got banned for life when they returned it? What if his moms wouldn't take him anymore? What if they gossiped over it with their friends at tea? What if they sent him to Juvie for steal- wait... Why were they laughing? 

.    .    .    

    Miles was ecstatic for the weekend, or the rest of the weekend he thought as he slipped on a pair of jeans and wriggled his away into a sweatshirt early Saturday morning. Today was a day like any other weekend, but that's why he loved it. His moms would always ask the night before what he had planned for Saturday and depending on his answer, and theirs, they would all figure out what to do the next day. For a while, he had been embarrassed to admit to his friends that he would rather spend his weekends hanging with his moms than going to some random classmate's party. Until he was informed one day by his closest friends that his mothers were, in fact, awesome. ( So, suck it, Terrance) Last night had continued as usual. Mom had picked him up from school after she had gotten done with a meeting at her publishers, then once they had arrived home he gave a quick hello to Mama, before he swiftly ran upstairs, did some of his homework, and played videogames before supper. Ahh, what a life. Upon arrival at the table, normal conversations were had. 

    How was school, what'd you learn today, how was work, who did you help today, what did you accomplish at the publishers, make any new enemies, see anyone cute, and so on so forth with their regular family banter. Until they got to the weekly conversation about what they wanted to do Saturday. To which Mom quickly responded with the idea of stopping somewhere to get drinks, hanging out at Barnes and Noble for a few hours, maybe less maybe more, they'd see, then just kinda doing whatever for the rest of the day. Whether that be to head home and chillax or to shop around downtown some more to look for mystic doors and secret passageways, aka going to the mall to stare at videogames and looking into random thrift stores for no particular reason. Mama quickly agreed to the idea and they both looked at Miles waiting for his response. 

    "Sure, sounds fun! Like always. " He replied with a smile then they happily continued their dinner in peace. 

    So on this joyous morning Miles' biggest problem was trying to figure out what he wanted as his Starbucks order, he decided to give up on trying to find something new and settled on his usual; An iced chocolate frappuccino with whipped cream and one shot of espresso.  He already knew what his moms would get, Mama would get a honey oat milk frappuccino, and Mom would order a vanilla bean frappuccino. (They were a frappuccino family.) He snatched his satchel from the floor of his closet and bounded down the stairs so he could go find his shoes along with the mess of books, boots, coats, and projects in their entryway. 

    Five minutes later he was standing in the entryway with mom patiently waiting for mama. Eventually, she showed herself and they all walked out to their Ford together. They stopped at Starbuck's and ordered their drinks as previously planned then continued on their merry way to Barnes and Nobles. 

While there they saw the usual. Books upon books with fantastical tales told by creative minds alike in wonder. The three of them loved it and while his mom's were bickering over which ones were the best Miles passed by the table of his mother's books. Each one stacked neatly with one propped on top mocking him that he couldn't read it yet. He stopped, looked around for his mothers, then yoinked the book into his bag to read later, in the corner, while his mother's were off being lovey-dovey, or something like that. He would just start it, not tell them and deposit the book back before tey left-none the wiser. They would not have a reapeat of what happened when he was eight, never again... He continued on his way finding more books to read on their morning's escapade.

Half an hour later he deposited his satchel to Mama while he went to use the restroom. Upon return to his parents his satchel was returned back to him and told they had checked out and gotten what they wanted and they were heading back home. Miles none the wiser walked out with his mother's forgetting about the forbidden book in his bag. 

They returned home and Miles parted ways from his mothers to his room. He threw his satchel on the floor and gasped when he saw the green covered book slide out of his bag, mocking him for it happening again. 

    How in the everloving crap did it happen again!? He was going to cry. He was a fourteen year old, and he was going to ball his eyes out, because it happened again. He stole his mom's book. Again!! That was the moment he was reminded of when he was eight. When he was younger, stupider, and had no clue what anything was. He had grabbed the book without thinking, knowing that it was mom's book. Thinking that's her book why is it here? And cradling it into his arms until they left, until he had gotten home and realized the book he was clinging to was not his beloved Pinkalicious, but mom's book. One that he was not supposed to have, nor read, for years to come. It was for teenagers, and even then there were warnings of reading it. Of content for older teens, a bit more mature, but not explicit. When he was younger he'd run downstairs crying his eyes out, begging for his mom's to not send him away for taking it. Saying he didn't mean to and they can have it back, he didn't want it. They did not laugh when it happened. Thye just smiled, and said it was okay, accidents happen and he didn't know any better. Besides they could return it and explain the situation, problem solved. That night had ended with them cuddled up on the couch watching movies together to calm him down. It was one of the scariest experiences of his childhood, anxiety at it's finest. 

He grabbed the book and slowly trudged his way downstairs to where his moms were talking in the kitchen. The did not turn to greet him when he arrived, but continued their conversation over which anime characters were amazingly powerful but overly stupid. He was not surrprised with thic conversation one bit. He spoke up. 

"Mom, Mama, um... can we talk for a sec?" Both women turned their chairs to look at their son, slightly concerned with his quiet voice. 

"Yeah hun, what's up?" Mom said sweetly.

.    .    .    

And that's where they were now. Miles was standing in the kitchen worried once more in his not even decade and a half of living if he would be sent to juvie for stealing the same book. Why was it this book? Stupid Marcus, and his stupid story. He pouted. 

Eventually his mothers stopped laughing with a smile, taking the book back and flipping through the pages.

"Oh hunny, we're sorry. You didn't take the book, don't worry." Mama said letting out one fianl chuckle. 

"Yeah, sorry we thought we put that in our bag, not back in your satchel. It was a bit of a surprise." Mom said wiping tears out of her eyes. " When you left for the bathroom we checked out adn checked your satchel like always. Cause we didn't want a repeat of when you were eight. It's been six years it's not heppening again on our watch. Anyways, mama oppened your satchel and saw it and we decided you were old enough, you can read it now.

     Now, I know what you're thinking." Mom stopped maing a funny voice. "We literally own the book series, you have so many copies, why would you buy this one when you could give me one from the house?" Ahe stopped with the voice. "We thought you grabbed it to read it today, you picked it, why not just give you this one for the memories, not just a randpm one off of my endless shelves of extras? Tha's why. We emant to put it back into our bag and give it to you later, but i guess we forgot in our scramble to go." She laughed at their mistake. "We're sorry, please don't be too upset."

"Yes, please don't be too upset, bud. We thought you'd be excited since you'd already grabbed the book! We didn't mean to worry you again. So just breathe it's all good, okay?" Mama smiled at him. 

"It-it's mine? I- I can read it? Are you sure?" He asked suspiciously. 

"Yep, we'll see how this one goes- after that one the series takes some turns, so we're seeing how you handle this one, then we'll go from there. Okay? So for now enjoy your book, tell me if you like it, you know I love to hear tyour reviews little one." Mom smiled at ruffled his hair up then walked out of their kitchen, disappearing down the hallway. 

"If you need to talk afterwards, we can. It's a bit much at some points, okay? I love you, son." Mama gave hima quick hug and followed her wife out of the kitchen.

    Half an hour later Miles was abck in his room pacing back and forth whether he wanted to wait for the perfect moment to start the book. Was there a feeling he would just have? So he knew it was time? What if he didn't like it and everything happened for nothing? What would he tell mom? OH my gsoh his mom would despise hi- no. No. It would be fine. He loved all of his mom's books. It would be fine.  So finally after 14 years of waiting he sat on his bed in his room, curled up with balnkets and hot apple cider, and opened up the book. 

He whispered to himself, " The story of MLN. Chapter one; In Which We're Thrown Into the Story." He laughed and continued on excited for the wonders ahead. 

Well, there you have it! Thank-you for sticking with me through all of my randomness this semester! I hope you've enjoyed my ramblings and my wonders and my magic. ;) I will miss writing here, who knows maybe one day I'll infiltrate the wbsite and write again! mwa hahahaha *cue evil laughter* Anyways thanks again for letting me share my thoughts and stories here! Now I must go before my computer dies, but ,as always, stay MAGICAL!

~Ms. Magic~

P.S I definetely didn't almost name this Oops I did it again, no not at all. Okay bye! :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

spring morning

 March the favoret month thy cold on spring moring smelling the rain 

green begins to peek though melting snow drift 

showers to bring about new flowers next month 

Roses, lillies tuliups you name it 

blood drips from the flowers nothing is on it seems 

the intoxicating small traps you in a luicid trance 

hallucatian sets in and you start seeing things 

did that rabbit just jump down the tree trunk 

how magical+ mysterios

so mysteris 

ALICE WAKE UP!!!!

~goodh20

Why are we like this?

 "You can't kill the Boogeyman!"

You can find a wild boogeyman in the dark with glowing eyes.

They're actually really nice, but only if you offer them some Cinnamon Toast Crunch TM

Bad the Cinnamon toast Crunch must be approved by Beaver King, Duck Demon, and Soup-Man!

I love Cinnamon toast Crunch AND Harry Styles

Everything must be approved by Harry!

Agreed! What would we do without Harry?

I could give you a list

Duck Demon ate the list... What a greedy lil lad >:( Heather is Upsetti Spagetti

*Sigh* The boogeyman is disappointed in you.


-Memento Mori

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

The Dollhouse

TThe Dollhouse

Content Warning: Mentions of abuse, blood, organs, and dolls. (Artistic use of ALMOST swear words too)


I hate this, every minute of it.


The radio is way too loud. It makes me want to vomit. My senses are being overloaded by guitar riffs and death growls. … Why couldn’t I have a brother interested in pop music or regular rock? I should’ve been trusted with the aux… I’d have played The Orion Experience…


My brother, Matt, has yet again dragged me on a trip to somewhere I don’t even want to go. I adjust my thick glasses, pushing them up as I sit in the back seat of the van, middle row. Matt’s driving, as he’s the oldest here, 20 years old. Alex is in the passenger seat. I’m sitting next to Jodie, and Lindsay and Brad are in the back. Amidst the hard metal, I can hear sounds I wish I could unhear from behind me. I can’t believe they’re making out in a moving vehicle.


For some context… My name is Lexi. Usually shortened to just Lex. I’m currently, as I mentioned, being dragged to a music festival. I don’t even remember what state, nor do I care. The only reason I’m coming with is that my brother and I got into… An altercation and he made it clear I’m going. Matt’s also only really taking me because he has custody of me after our parents were deemed unfit to care for me. He can’t leave me at home because I can’t drive yet, despite being 16.  At least Jodie and Alex are here… They’re nice.


As I stare out the window at the setting sun, I feel a cold hand on my shoulder. I instantly turn, about to punch someone but then I see a familiar face and familiar blonde hair. It’s Jodie. Her hair beautifully rests on her shoulder, the other side shaved. Her brown eyes give off pleasant, warm energy. She’s the only one in the group I find myself paying attention to looks-wise. I’m not sure why, but… I do?- It’s weird-


Before I can ponder this any longer, she says, “Want some chips from the snack bag?” She asked, smiling at me, “... I… Noticed you haven’t eaten much on this trip, so I thought I’d offer…”

“I…No thanks, Jodie,” I replied quietly.

“Alright, just ask if you-”

Before she could finish, she’s interrupted by a loud voice which made my stomach turn.

“AW HELL YEAH, THIS SONG!” Matt yells before turning up the volume of the radio. I instantly cover my ears, the pain is unbearable. It’s like he’s doing this on purpose… I look over at Jodie, and she’s jamming out. She may be my friend, but she’s also Matt’s and everyone else’s. They all love this garbage. After a few minutes of pain in my eardrums, I decide to do something very stupid. Not stupid to the average person, but… 


“Can you… Turn it down?” I sheepishly choke out.

Oh no no no I see Matt start to turn-

“Aww, does my baby sister hate the sound of actually good music? Your fragile little ears hurt?” He teased, his tone dripping with venom which I feel burn into my core.

“God, Lex, why must you be such a buzzkill?” I heard from behind me, from Brad, followed by a kick to my seat.


“Turn it up, Matt! She, like, clearly just can’t hear how great this music is!” Lindsay says, her voice is like a stereotypical valley girl, but more hateful. I’m holding back tears at this point.


Matt laughs at me and turns it up. The music is blaring now. I can’t handle it, I break. Tears flow down my face as the trio laughs at me. Alex frowns and mouths to me, “it’s almost over.” Jodie is tense but keeps her eyes away from me. This is going to be a long trip…


It’s later, the sun has completely set. Alex is taking a nap in her seat. Jodie is on her phone, playing a game. Maps said we’re currently in Kansas, but right now we’re in the midst of a no-service zone. I don’t know how long it’ll last, but…


Suddenly, the van begins to slow, and we pull over to the side of the road as we gradually lose speed.

Oh god no.

No no no-

Matt’s going to be-

Matt slams his fist on the wheel, “What the hell!? I filled up this thing back at the gas station! It shouldn’t be-” He starts listing off obscenities. He hasn’t seemed to take any interest in me, only focusing his rage on the car. I still reflexively hug myself defensively, pulling tightly on my green sweater sleeves. 

Brad chimes in from the back, “That’s weird… Do we have a spare gas can?”


“No, we don’t,” Matt sighs, “And this is still a no-service zone…”

“... What if we tried outside of the van?” Lindsay suggested.

“As if I’d listen to a bimbo-” Matt started.

“Shut up dude, maybe it’ll work. And don’t call my girlfriend a bimbo you d-”


I immediately got out of the car, trying my phone. I’m followed by Brad, Lindsay, and Jodie. Matt stays in the car with Alex. Jodie grabbed the snack bag and everything else. We all try our phones to no avail. I see and hear Brad dip into the van, presumably to tell Matt. I’m too tired and amid a moment of panic to notice too much. I hug myself after I put my phone back in my pocket, feeling my breath go unsteady and my body shake as I start to fear the worst. I squeeze my arms tightly, putting pressure on old bruises which still ache with pain, which I ignore.


Suddenly, a pair of headlights is visible from one of the ends of the road. Matt and Alex get out of the car as everyone waves down the car, yelling as they do. I continue to stand there, shaky and panicking.

Everything is a blur at the moment and my brain struggles to focus. So many thoughts are running through my head, who is in that car- What do they want from us- Are they friendly? Will they give us a ride? Please-


I hear a chipper voice of a woman as I snap back to present times and look at the car which just pulled up beside our car. 

“You kids need a ride?” A round, middle-aged woman asks. She’s dressed up nicely and looks like your average friendly grandma. I don’t trust her, even though she looks so innocent… I… Something feels off. She looks too perfect…


Before I can raise any concern, though, Matt begins to speak, standing beside me, “Yeah we do. Stupid thing apparently lost gas although I SWEAR TO GOD I FED IT LIKE 5-”

Jodie chimes in, “Do you know where we are? And where we can get some more gas? … Or at least somewhere?” She nervously laughs.

The old woman smiles, “I’m afraid the next gas station is at least a while from here and town… I can drive y’all into town. Boulder’s the name of it, it’s very small but we’re a nice little community here! I can also have y’all stay in my little inn I run, free of charge. I’m always one to help folks in need like yourselves!” I… Still can’t fully trust her, I’m worried. Is this a trap?- Is she some deviant?- I’m so scared…

“I… I don’t know-” I start quietly.


Though, while I was in my headspace, everyone agreed as I see then everyone enter the car. It’s one of those fancy vans with a sliding door. Very grandma-like car. As I stand in hesitancy I feel a strong grip on my arm. It stings the bruises and it’s almost strong enough to cut off circulation. A hissing whisper is heard as I wince.


“Stop being such a downer and get in the nice lady’s car. If you don’t, I’ll leave you in the corn for all I care. You wanna walk?” Matt’s breath hits my ear as he speaks. It’s warm but almost burns due to my sheer amount of panic and fear of him that has been driven into me. He lets go and it feels like I’ve survived a near-death encounter. I sigh in relief and get in the car. 


As I do, I instinctively hug myself. I sit next to Jodie. Matt’s in the passenger seat. Alex, Brad, and Lindsay are in the back seats with me and Jodie. Speaking of Jodie, she seems to notice my panicked state and puts her hand on my shoulder. However, she’s yelled at by Matt. I’m just shutting out everything at the moment. I’m not feeling it.


We arrive at the inn. We met this dude named Marlow, he’s the lady, Darla’s, son. He’s housekeeping at the inn as well. He’s either quiet or mute, but it’s… Eerie. He looked so intimidating… Every detail is fuzzy as I shut out everything and went along with everything. However, I remember Darla mentioned how we should visit the local tourist trap, the Dollhouse. According to her, it’s a nice emporium of handmade dolls. I… Don’t know about that but for some reason, everyone seemed open to the idea. Maybe they’re expecting to see a haunted doll or something. We’re all sharing a room with three queen-sized beds. Brad and Lindsay get one, Alex and Jodie get one, and… Matt gets one all to himself. I get a sleeping bag to sleep on the floor. I’m sitting on the floor, playing a game on my phone to calm down and slowly unwind as I hear my brother.


“Hey, Lindsay… You got the fake IDs?” He asked.

“You bet,  I got like 6 of ‘em on me. Why? You want some alcohol?” She asked, pulling out her wallet.

“You BET, broad-”

Matt is promptly smacked in the face with a pillow, of which he flips off the thrower, Brad. Matt then smirks, as Lindsay pulls out her fake ID of “Jennifer McLovin.”

“Can you… Get me a cola? I’ll give you the-” I begin but by the time I say it, Lindsay’s already out of the room and into the night.


“I got you, fam,” Jodie says, having noticed me. She pulls out a cola from the snack bag. It’s a bit warm but I don’t mind. I’m thirsty. I smile at her as I take the cola from her. Our hands, for a moment,  touch each other and my face feels warm. We both quickly pull away, avoiding eye contact with each other. Oh my god what-- I’m- What- UHM-


I… I’m just going to try and try to ignore everyone… 

I go to the bathroom with my bag. I decide to wait to shower until we get out of Boulder,  but I do change into my pajamas. They’re a bit small for me now, but I’m saving money for more photography things. I love photography, it’s one of my passions. I have to hide my photographs and camera from Matt though. If he knew they were in the house, he’d use them to hurt me… Whether it be breaking it in a fit of rage or blackmailing me with photos…


As I take off my shirt, I stare at myself in the mirror. My entire body is covered in bruises, burns, blisters and scars. Some of them were from random accidents. Some of them were from our cat, Peebles. However, most of them… Matt’s temper, or old wounds from my dad before I was taken away and given to Matt. I sigh as my fingers trace the bruises. Some are old and fading, finally healing. Some are still fairly fresh. Same with the rest. There’s a particularly nasty bruise on my back, covered by my bra. It’s a deep black and purple mix, with some hints of green and even maroon. I then get focused on changing into my pajamas. 


LINDSAY’S POV

I’m walking down the street, off to get booze from the for Brad and those ungrateful jerks. I hate Matt so much. He’s a douchebag and I hate him. I swear, I’m only here because Brad is his friend and we share the same music taste. I swear he’s nothing but all talk though. Brad could easily beat in a fight, as he’s the bigger man. All small guys do is talk tough but never act on it. Pathetic. Speaking of Matt, I can’t believe he dragged his sister along with us. She’s so quiet and shy. It’s almost creepy how calm and quiet she is. She’s brought along like she’s just an accessory to him. It’s weird. The fact she always wears long sleeves and long pants in even the warmest of weather concerns me too.


I then hear a strange sound. I immediately turn to it, letting out a small shriek. It stops and I’m way too curious not to check it out. It sounded like… Metal? Kind of? I wish Brad were here to protect me-

I turn on my phone’s flashlight and start walking towards the sound.

Eventually, I’m led to a cornfield. I hear the sound get louder and louder, so I must be getting closer.

Suddenly, I scream as a black mass flies in front of me,

Oh. It’s just a crow.

Can’t believe I was-

I feel a pain in the back of my head. It feels like cold metal colliding with my brain. My vision blurs, and I fall face-first into the soft ground of the field. My eyes close as everything goes black.


LEXI

I’m sitting on the floor, writing away on the notes app. Sometimes I get random ideas for shots or random stories. Alex and Jodie are currently asleep. Brad is pacing the room as he waits for Lindsay to return. Matt is sitting on the bed, shirtless and smoking a cigarette. The smell makes me nauseous. He reasoned there was no “no smoking” sign, so it must be allowed. I’m tempted to step out for air but Matt would probably lock me out as a “joke” and I’m not about to encounter the housekeeper again… The eerie vibes he gives me…


Brad then quickly moves over to the door, “I’m going out to look for her, she hasn’t come back. I’m worried.”

Matt just dismissively waves his cigarette, “Aight, go. Good luck finding her.”

I want to scream out, “No! Don’t leave me with him!” but before I can protest, he’s already out the door. I am left alone with Matt. I feel my heart and stomach sink. I feel nauseous and upset as I look over at Matt. He’s giving me a cold glare from over on his bed. Reflexes kick in, I start moving arms slowly to hug myself as I look at him.

I stare.

He stares back.

I open my mouth.

He stares.

“Wha-” I start.

“You know what, Lex. What the hell is with you? You hate everything I do, it seems. Anything I try to do, you’re just here to ruin it seems. Music’s too loud because you’re sensitive. The nice lady seems like she could hurt you. You’re no fun and you’re ruining it for everyone.” He takes a drag of his cigarette, slowly getting up from the bed. I start to get up quickly and back away, my grip tightening as I hug myself. His glare only seems to intensify, the smell of smoke and ash getting closer to me, “You can’t just let me have this one freaking trip? You should be thanking me that I haven’t just completely abandon

ed you like mom and dad. You’re an ungrateful little brat. Anyone else would KILL to be on this trip!”

“Please… Snuff the cig…” I just choke out, the smell nauseating me further as tears pour down my face.

He initially doesn’t react before shrugging, “Oh. Okay, Little Miss Lexi. Whatever you want I guess. Can’t even have my own- YOU WANT IT SNUFFED? THEN HERE.” He yells before he grabs my hand, taking the cigarette from his mouth. I try to resist but his grip only tightens further. He’s about to push the lit end into my palm before he stops.

Over on one of the beds, Alex stirs in her sleep, “It’s… Like really late… Go to bed you guys…” She sleepily speaks, rubbing her eyes and face.

Matt slowly puts the cigarette down, letting go of my hand. He picks up a pillow off his bed, throws it at me, and storms out of the room. I slowly put my arms down as the door slams shut. I sink down to the floor and just begin quietly sobbing to myself. I make sure to not be audible enough for concern, and I get into the sleeping bag and begin to drift off to sleep.


It’s the next morning. It appears everyone is still asleep, except for Jodie. Still no Lindsay, but there is Brad. Jodie notices me getting up and begins to speak.

“Apparently Lindsay’s still not found yet… Brad walked around everywhere it seems, but couldn’t find her… You okay, by the way? Alex mentioned she saw you and Matt-”

“... I’m fine,” I simply say, nodding. She nods back and we both kind of just staring at each other for a moment. I then quickly look away, my face feeling suddenly flushed.

Before I can wonder any more what these feelings are, I see Alex start getting up, “Yeah… Also, Brad and Matt suggested maybe she got blackout drunk or got lost…”

Yeah, that sounds like Matt.

We all eventually get up and get ready. As mentioned, we’d all decided to go to the Dollhouse in town. I’m still not sure why everyone wants to go, but… I’ll come with, I suppose. Maybe it will be interesting. Maybe it’ll be a good way to get my mind off of what happened last night. I avoided looking at Matt the entire morning. We then all begin walking from the Inn to the Dollhouse after getting directions from Darla. I swear I saw a glimpse of Marlow disposing of a bag that looked similar to a body but… I thought nothing of it.


The Dollhouse is huge. It’s this massive building in almost the center of town. The place looks like a relatively normal building on the outside, with a big sign reading “Welcome to The Dollhouse, An Emporium of the Finest Handmade Dolls!” Once you get inside, however, things are not normal in the slightest. There are rows upon rows of shelves with wooden, clay, and ragdolls. Any material you can think of, it’s here, it appears. So many rows of glass, buttons, painted, and other various eyes staring at me… It’s unnerving. The others have already started looking around, while I stand there in awe. Something then catches my eye, a collection of large glass cases which hold life-size humanoid figures within them. I walk over to them slowly, looking inside one of them. It looks like a young girl, about 10 years old. Her long blonde hair is curled, two hair bows on both sides of her head,  and she has a sort of older vintage dress on. Much like those really old porcelain dolls. Her arms are resting in front of her, lacey white gloves on her hands. I take a peek behind her, and there are various stands and things to help with stability. I look below the stands, and there’s also… A series of… Long, thin tubes going up the doll, underneath her dress?-

Before I even have a moment to ponder what the tubes could be for, I feel a cold hand on my back. I scream as I then turn around, only to see Jodie behind me. I take a deep breath as she speaks.

“Are you… Okay?” She asks.

“Yeah, yeah- I just- You spooked me-” I frantically say, trying to ease her concern.

“Alright, good.” She gives me her usual warm smile and I feel instantly weak again. I just start quickly moving over to the rest of the group, who are looking at a collection of wooden dolls. As I do, a slim man comes out from the back, holding a carving tool. He’s wearing a black apron which has various things on it. Sawdust, clay, and other substances paint it. He’s also wearing a pair of black gloves. He smiles at the five of us, waving.

“Welcome to the Dollhouse! I’m the owner, Terrance, but you can call me Terry.  I see you’ve taken a look already, but is there anything you’re interested in?” He inquires. For some reason, I feel calmed by his friendly demeanor, but I can’t shake the feeling that something is very wrong here… He seems to be… Looking at me in particular?

“Yeah. Nah. Just looking here. We’re probably gonna leave now.” Matt explains, shrugging.

“The dolls look really nice though! You make them, right?” Alex asked.

“Indeed I do. It’s a hobby of mine I thought I’d make a living out of. Whether it be selling the dolls or just showing them off. There’s a donation tin at the register over there,” He points to a corner, “ If you all would like to give.” He puts his hands, together, smiling. His eyes still seem focused on me. I hide slightly behind Jodie.

“Are any of these dolls like… Haunted?” Brad asks, touching one of the clay dolls. Terry gently puts his hand down.

“No, no- None of these dolls are haunted… At least, I believe so. Could be?” He smirks, raising his eyebrows. Brad is interested, looking around. I just keep behind Jodie. … My… Eyes wander and I look down at Jodie’s… Back. My face is red as I quickly dart my eyes away, hoping she didn’t see me and think I’m now some kind of pervert,  and start walking to the front door. Followed behind me is the rest of the group. I stay behind a moment, seeing all who came out with me. I see Matt, Jodie, Alex, and…

Where is Brad?


- The Friendly Ghost


Drawn to Life Review

 Drawn to Life: Two Realms, A Decades-worth of Disappointment


Drawn to Life: Two Realms is the third installment in the Drawn to Life Series. Releasing in December 2020, many were hyped to see their beloved, nostalgic franchise’s return after a decade. However, now that the game has been out for a while, many feel as though the game has not lived up to its hype. 

While I didn’t grow up with Drawn to Life, my boyfriend got me into it around 2018-2019. As an artist, I had a ton of fun with the gameplay, which would consist of drawing all the platforms, weapons, and other assets in the game while having a fun, intriguing story. I loved seeing the cute cast of characters. From the main characters, Jowee and Mari, to the supporting characters, to even the minor characters! It was one of the most fun series of games I’ve ever played and I couldn’t wait when Two Realms was announced and later released. 

I bought the game almost immediately. The price was cheap, $9.99, roughly 10 dollars. Once it came out, the price was even discounted to $7.99 as a release sale, which I got it for. The previous games were on the DS, while Two Realms was on PC, Android, iOS, and the Nintendo Switch. This should have been a warning sign, but oh how my rose-tinted glasses were on. I immediately downloaded the game, ran it, and was greeted by a fun and funky start! I genuinely enjoyed the beginning of the game’s story and my hype was still really high. Then… The gameplay. Oh, how they changed the gameplay.

As previously mentioned, the prior games had gameplay that would include drawing various things. It was a fun element, making the player feel invested as they actively customize the world around them to help them. There were also challenging boss fights that tied to the story and other such aspects of the game. Drawn to Life’s first game is infamous for its difficult final boss, Wilfre, and the Next Chapter had two bosses that stood out, the Giant Robosa and Wilfre again. 

In Two Realms, the gameplay has completely changed. You now enter the minds of various characters and use various “Toys” (premade assets) to complete puzzles and “get rid of the shadows corrupting them” somehow with these puzzles. There are no bosses in this game. There are only puzzles, which cannot be customized with art. The only drawing you are allowed to do is purely cosmetic items. The game also isn’t art tablet compatible, from what I’ve attempted, so if you’re using your PC, have fun drawing with a mouse! It also does not help that there are outrageous difficulty spikes. Puzzles range from painfully easy to hard and intense. The music’s pretty banging though, at least. Drawn to Life’s music always is. I especially love the remix of “Ooh, Wilfre!” called “Theme of Shadow.”

Now, onto the story. It picks up from The Next Chapter’s Real Life ending, a mix of the censored version and the original. The Creator, or the player, is tasked with giving life to the Hero again after Mari brings them back to life. Apparently, Raposa Village, despite being hinted at only existing while Mike is asleep, is actually able to exist still. It’s a separate realm now and Mike somehow got trapped there when he was in a coma from the previous game’s ending. There’s also a new antagonist this time around with the name Aldark. The story of the game just feels so… Lackluster and even stupid compared to the previous games. Not helped by the lack of boss fights or any real stand-out moments. Even Aldark’s name being less clever than Wilfre’s name stings.

This game is, unfortunately, the weakest in the series. What was supposed to be a hopeful revival only turned out to be a disappointment. Sure, there’s some good, such as humor, characters, and such, but it’s generally overshadowed by the bad. This game is just okay. 3/5 stars.


- The Friendly Ghost

Where I'm From

 I’m from floral prints and crosses

“The Good Book” and “The Golden Rule”

Going to church is mandatory on Sundays in this household

And Jesus loves me,


I’m from “Homosexuality is a sin”

“Hate the sin, love the sinner”

Conservative politics

And Trans people aren’t real


I’m from being called she/her despite my attempts at androgyny.

A role from a forcedly cast play I never fit into.

Girl?
Boy?

Not girl?

Not quite boy?


I’m from high expectations

Why can’t I can’t be more like my sister?

Crushing anxiety

“What message does wearing rainbow suspenders to Color Day send?”

Be the good little pastor’s daughter, fit into the binary and your part.


I’m from the dreaded art block

Writer’s Block

Missed deadlines

Lack of motivation


I’m from fears of irrational things

Dolls, specifically Chucky and baby dolls

Dummies

Some mannequins

Tornadoes


I’m from various places, many places across the map.

Ancestry in Europe like Germany, Wales, and Scandinavia

Omaha

Oak

Mattoon

Now Albion.


A lot has changed in 2-3 years.

Whether location,

Name,

Personal identity,

Or interests


I can’t change the past or the events that shaped me

But I can move on from it, growing as a person as I realise I’m much stronger than I realise.

I take my future into my own hands.


I’m from all these things

Some good

Some bad

But I’m me.

Casper.

And that’s okay.

Other people can deal with it.


- The Friendly Ghost

Evil Twin Story Chapter 1

 Chapter 1 


I stare absently at our lantern illuminating the abandoned shack we usually hang out in right after school. It’s become a sort of second home for the three of us, and no one seems to care if we stay here. We’re all generally three outcasts, anyway, it’s not like anyone’s expecting better of us. The shack has a moody, pleasant atmosphere, the lighting barely illuminating our faces.

 Julie was rattling off a story about her date with her girlfriend Ruby. I’m currently sipping on a cream soda and staring at a bug on the wall. Although it’s dimly lit by the lantern, I know immediately what kind of insect it must be from its shape and size.  A common housefly. One of the most common insects in America, and the most annoying. I love the sound they make, unlike most people. It’s strange, I know, but I like it. I’m pulled out of my daze as my other friend, Oliver, asks me a question.

“Hey Moth, are you going to ask Red to prom?” He asks, “It’s only two days away, the clock's ticking.” He smugly smiles. He knows exactly what he’s doing as I feel my face get red hot. 

Two things… Yes, my name is Moth, but it’s only a nickname. My actual name is Henri Taylor, Henri of course being spelt with an i. I guess my parents wanted to be unique, so they chose the most normal name ever but gave it a different than usual spelling. The second? My god how I am crushing hard on Red, a guy in my ceramics class. I’m not very open about it, but I like guys. ...Really only Julie and Oliver know. I just sat there, dumbfounded by his question before nervously laughing, closing my soda and brushing his question off.

“What? What makes you think I’m into Red-”

“You shut down whenever he so much as looks at you. You’re like a nervous pile of mush around him,” Julie chimed in, snickering as he covered her mouth with her other hand, the other hand gesturing  at me as a bottle of orange soda clutched within it.

She has me there, and I remain silent, curling inwards as I hide my scarlet face.

“Rumor has it, he’s bisexual and has an ex-boyfriend from his previous school,” Oliver shrugged, “Of course, that’s just a rumor.”

“... Okay, maybe I wanna ask him…” I murmur quietly as my friends then seem to realize they’re pushing too hard into my boundaries, backing off. Julie even comes over to me and pats my shoulder.

“Hey, it’s okay. Remember, we’re not judging you-” Julie starts but I cut her off.

“No… It’s not that. It’s how I’d explain it to my parents. They’re expecting me to go with Ruby-” I notice Julie’s glare and I quickly add, “I’m not asking Ruby, she’s your girlfriend, I know-!”

“Hm… Maybe we can discuss this tomorrow. It’s getting late and my moms are expecting me to be home at 10:00,” Oliver sighed, “At latest, 10:10.”

Julie and I both nod and we take our backpacks. We shut off the lantern and leave.


Julie and Oliver live on one side of town, while I live on the opposite side. I walk home alone, which I’m used to.  I start walking, hands in my pockets as I think about everything. My dad is bound to chastise me once I get home, he always does. He insists I should come home, but do I really want to when I feel so unwanted? My mom doesn’t really voice her opinions, but it’s safe to assume she agrees with my dad. As I ponder to myself, the wind starts to pick up.

That’s strange, usually the wind isn’t this strong around here. What’s going on? I think to myself, but before I think of possible reasons, my beanie flies off from my head. I immediately began running after it. No no no, that was a gift from Julie! It’s rainbow-colored and the only hint toward my sexuality I’m giving to my parents. I love it dearly!

I chase the beanie down the street before it lands in an alley. As I am about to grab it, a grey and black creature steals it: a raccoon, which appears to be quite fast, and I am seriously unamused. I sincerely hope no one is watching this go down, as I do not want to end up on social media as the newest viral video. I can already picture a potential title: “Lanky, awkward teenager can’t catch raccoon who stole his gay little hat.”

As I chase the raccoon, it darts through a hole in a fence and into a junkyard. I’m clearly not able to get inside through the hole, and there’s a sign that says in red, bolded text:


No Trespassing


Well…I really didn't want to wait until morning, and I wasn’t really thinking about logistics or the consequences of my actions… So I found myself jumping the fence. I did something only Oliver would think of doing, and I started running quickly after the raccoon, seeing it’s ring-tail sticking out amongst the trash. As I get closer, it finally stops and sets the beanie on a pile. I wait until it is completely gone before I pick it up. It definitely got dirty as I gave chase, and I sigh, just shoving the beanie into my pocket..

Before I leave, however, I look at what the beanie was placed upon. It’s a rectangular object covered in dust and dirt with a strange engraving on the cover. I can’t help but be intrigued, wiping the cover off  with my hoodie sleeve. I read the title out loud and quietly to myself.

“Madam Minerva’s Invocations, Spells, and Potion Recipes.”

What’s a book like this doing in a junkyard? Really, what even is this book? I doubt it’s real witchcraft, there’s no such thing. I flip through the pages, blowing off the dust lining the pages as I settle on one page. It reads as such:


“Tired of walking? Wish to go home after a long day? Then I have the spell for you! Just recite this incantation and your home address three times in your head, close your eyes, and snap as you say the address out loud a fourth time!”


After that, it outlines the incantation, the risks, the side effects, and the other details about it. You know what, okay, I’ll bite. I’ll try it. I’ll trust Minerva and her Glinda-like magic and attitude. I can’t help but break as I do the spell, laughing to myself before I snap, “235 South Bend.”

Suddenly, I feel the ground beneath my feet change. The ground goes from soft dirt and junk to a firm concrete sidewalk. I stare in disbelief, feeling now the cold air of an open area as opposed to the enclosed yard. I then feel extremely nauseous as my world seems to spin. I quickly flip back to the book, looking at side effects.

Oh, great. Vertigo is a side effect of teleportation, usually for beginners.

It then hits me that I just used genuine magic to teleport back to my house. I want to scream, but hold it in as I- Oh god no. 

Once I get inside, my mom and dad are sitting on the couch. My dad has his arms crossed, as my mom rests her hands on her lap. Dad looks annoyed, maybe even angry. Mom looks worried but I know that she probably won’t say much to me. I feel my body freeze as I stand in the doorway, fear filling my mind and body as I stare at the both of them. I feel my heart beat faster as my chest tightens. Anxiety has taken its hold on me again. The vertigo is pushed to the side in favor of a potential panic attack.

“Henri…Where have you been?” My dad asks in a stern, firm tone. I’ve been told I look a lot like him. We have the same blue eyes, and almost the same shade of brunette hair. Mine is a little lighter thanks to my mom’s caramel-colored hair, but other than that we’re far from similar-looking, and far from similar in personality. He’s an excellent speaker… I am not. 

“Uhm…” I managed to choke out, my hand was still on the doorknob as the other clutched the spellbook. I nervously chuckled as I made an odd movement and now stood hugging the book to my chest, “... Hanging out with Juliet and Oliver again.”

Dad gives a disapproving expression. Mom gives a disappointed sigh. I feel their gazes almost as though a weight is being slammed onto my chest. Their judging eyes pierce into my very soul. I can’t handle this, I fight back tears.

“You can’t be doing this every night, especially on school nights. Your grades have been slipping and you’ve been falling asleep in class more. … Is something wrong? Just speak to us, Henri! If there’s something going on, we need to know...” My mom pleads with me but I can’t bring myself to give an answer. It’s not that I don’t want to respond, it’s just I can’t find it in myself to answer it in a way that would be satisfactory to him or my mom. How do I even begin to describe my feelings?

“I… Uh…” I stare down at the floor, struggling to word everything and anything. My brain feels like it’s shut off, the pressure on me growing stronger. I feel like collapsing to the floor and crying, like I’m some kid again. I can’t tell them everything that’s on my mind. No no, not now. I can’t.

“Well?”

I remain silent, lowering my head in shame.

“Henri, we hate to have to do this but… You’re grounded.”
“... What?” The tears have broken free from my tear ducts.

My dad sighs, “If you can’t focus more on your schoolwork or your classes, I’m afraid your mother and I have no choice but to ground you. From now on, you can no longer hang out with Juliet and Oliver after school. You are to come straight home. Don’t even think about prom either.”

Then something in me snaps. I don’t know what or how it happened, something in my brain just clicked. I clutch the spellbook tighter in my arms, clenching my teeth as I let out a harsh tone I never expected to hear from myself, “Shouldn’t you be glad I actually have friends?! I’ve never had as close of friends in any other grade before! So what if we stay out a little late?! At least I have people who care about me! I’m 17, I can make my own choices, and I’m allowed to make mistakes! I’m not some perfect, flawless child! I’m trying my best here!”

My parents stare in stunned silence. I stare back, equally as stunned. I don’t even hear what they try to say next before I run up the stairs to my room. Oh my god, I can’t believe I did that. Oh no. Oh no no no no no- I’m full-on panicking as I shut the door of my room behind me, locking it. I hear my parents yell for me but I cover my ears, sobbing through clenched teeth. Dammit, Henri, calm!

I take a few deep breaths.

I go over to my bed. My room is filled with diagrams and posters of bugs. There’s one in particular of a rosy maple moth, one of my favorite moths, hanging over my bed. It’s aged and worn but I love it so much. There’s also my terrarium with my pet beetle, Harlequin. I call him that because of his pincers for some reason having made me think of a jester’s hat. Why? No idea. But I think it’s a cute name regardless. I then look at the book I’m clutching as my brain gets a terrible idea. Maybe…just maybe... 

I flip through the various pages, skimming through and looking at titles to see if there’s anything along the lines of what I’m after. I stop, reaching near the very end of the book. I see it, in its usual large text.


“Want to have a peek at your opposite side? Want to see what your most differential counterpart would act like? Try this simple incantation in front of your nearest mirror!”


PERFECT.

If I’m so flawed, and not the best kid for my parents, maybe whatever this clone is would work as a child who my parents actually might want. Maybe. I sneak out of my room quietly, going to the bathroom. I open the book back up to the page with the incantation. I read it in my head and then recite it quietly under my breath. I waited for about 2 minutes.

Nothing happens.

Wait, did my reflection just blink-

As soon as I seem to register my reflection blinking, he reaches a hand out, the hand touching the mirror before passing through. I touch the hand, which is cold but clearly alive and feels like another human being. My reflection’s hand tightly grips my own, using it to help pull himself out of the mirror, which almost reacts like water but without the dampness. Once he is out, he stares at me. He looks exactly like me… But he has blue eyes which are less of the oceanic grey-blue I have and more of a light, crystalline blue. I look behind him. The mirror no longer shows any reflection, even as I wave my hand.

Mirror Me stares at me and then tilts his head, “Yes? What have you summoned me for?” he calmly asks.

I stammer awkwardly and just simply point at the door, “I- Uh- Apologize to parents, please?- Are you able to-” I pause, putting my hands together and inhaling sharply, “... I still can’t believe magic is real… just… I yelled at my parents after they scolded me for spending time with my friends… I… regret it but I can’t find it in me. Please-”

Mirror Me just nods, “… I suppose I may be able to do that.” His voice is still eerily calm. He must certainly be the exact opposite of me… He’s poised, confident, calm. I could never be that graceful in my social interactions. He exits the room as I follow and watch from the top of the staircase as he descends. He maintains his air of poise and confidence as he walks downstairs. My parents are still on the couch, and my mom notices Mirror Me first. My dad looks over at him as well. His posture is all off, though… He’s standing straight as I usually wouldn’t. I… admittedly slouch a lot.

“... I’m sorry for my outburst earlier… I’ve just been so stressed with trying to get things done and be the best son I could be…” His demeanor seemed to shift entirely! He was now somewhat portraying me? … I don’t… know where this “best son” talk came from, though... 

“Aw… son…” My mom comfortingly hugs the Mirror Me, and my dad looks at least somewhat sympathetic.

“I just… I’m so sorry…” He cries, his tears, however, instead of being clear are an opaque black. He doesn’t seem to notice, however, and thankfully neither do my parents, it seems. I’m amazed at how that worked out.

After he’s done, I quickly rush him up the stairs and call out to my parents: “I’m going to bed!” and I drag Mirror Me into the room. He sits down on the bed and I put my hands together excitedly.

“You did great, that was fantastic! Thank you so much-”

“Am I done now?” He asks, his voice now a more monotone and emotionless version of my own. The voice he had prior to mimicking me.

“I… I mean yeah, I guess… but I uh…” I think to myself. Maybe it’s alright if I keep this version of myself around a while longer? It couldn’t hurt, right? “... Do you have a name?”

“Rolyat.”

“... Yeah no, I’m calling you uh…. Henry! With a Y!” I excitedly state.

“Okay.”

I then frown slightly, “.... You don’t have very much emotion, huh…”

“I’m a reflection. We don’t have the capability to feel emotions unless we’re mimicking the person we’re assigned to. I’m your reflection, and therefore, I can only use the emotions you have inside of you. Even then, we don’t understand emotions, and can only use the provided emotions given to us by our person.” Henry calmly explains.

“And you just so happened to be assigned to one of the most emotional teens in the state…” I murmur to myself before shrugging, “Well, if you want, I can let you stay here for a while longer.”

“... I suppose it won’t mess with anything.” Henry shrugs, almost a perfectly parallel of my own actions.

“I can also learn about you! Like what hand are you dominant with, what your life is like, and other things-”

“Left. I don’t have a traditional life. What other things?”

This is going to be one long night.


- The Friendly Ghost