I am Someone, at least I think

I am a writer and a musician, someone with talent
Someone that is in the background.
Im not very known and I like it that way,
But sometimes I wonder,
What would it be like to be known

I have friends and, it's not like I'm asking for more,
Its just I wish people wouldn't forget my name.
At concerts if I did a solo people would think I'm someone else

Or they just think I wasn't their and I'm lying

Cause I'm not 'that good'

All my life I was known to 'have it together'

People always told me "to be happy, you have a great life"

But

To be honest

I don't

Most people have a loving family

People who care about them

I wish I had that

People wonder why I don't like humans

To answer that question

It's just what I grew up around

That's why I love cats

They sit with me and I can talk to them

And not worry about what they'll say

Cause at least they'll listen

Unlike people who don't care about you

And still it took me ages 

To see that no one was there

Everyone has gone on without me

Even going through all of that

All that I ask for is someone to listen to me

Like a friend that wont leave me

Someone that knows who I am

Someone that cares 

Which is why my cat is my best friend

She is the only one that I tell my darkest secrets

And I love her for that

So even though I'm not very known

Not that bright, or smart

I know I can look forward to something every day

And that is her

My cat Menchie

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