Evil twin

  My evil twin is a part of me. Living dormant deep inside. You see the real me is bubbly and the light of people’s lives. I am a fun person and a people pleaser. The real me typically gets coffee and says I love you to my mom every morning. But on this particular day, it isn’t the real me. I wake up with no desire for coffee. No will to make people happy. I don’t want to talk to my mom or be bubbly. This isn’t the real me. It is my opposite coming out from within. My opposite is ruining things for me, I must stop it. It’s weird how I know what I’m supposed to be like, but I’m not in control.

My evil twin looks just like me but she is slightly off. The long brunette hair is greasy and in a bun. Her eyes have bags under them. No makeup today. Her attitude is completely horrible. I hate this version of myself. Even though she only comes out every once in a while, I still can’t stand her while she is here. 

To get rid of her is simple. I need to go back to sleep, a complete reset. This will work I know. Update: trying to sleep didn’t help. Maybe going for a run will relieve this anger she has for the world. Nope! Finally, I try mindfulness and relaxation. She seems to like that. My evil twin has been pushed back inside. We are back to the real me again. Happy, bubbly, kind. I might miss this evil part of me.

-Bug