Push me farther
See how far you can
I'm known to explode father
But you keep trying to see it man

Go find someone else to spend time with
You left for over a week
No food or money but I have friends in this
You come back with her now you are weak

She tries to take control of my home
I push back because I'm 17
She is stealing my freedoms like I'm a child in this dome
I still do what I do because I'm almost 18

Every time I leave she said I run away
Here's the thing
I'm strong and I'm shutting down falling away
So let this sting

My mind has lapsed on itself
I am not here when anyone is trying to communicate
That is why I started doing this to myself
There is nothing here because we never communicate

It's been three weeks since I've seen you
Even though I am ONE room away
You see me and say that you miss me, you?
Where is the trash because that line needs thrown away

Now that you left I'm actually trying
I never thought that opening my mind would be so hard
I cannot talk to people even when  I'm trying
It's killing me but I'm strong and I've learned not to care about my cards.

Devyn