Wednesday, October 27, 2021

Camo Green Movie Scenes

 


Camo Green Movie Scenes 

You have this addictive personality 

I’m popping you like pills 

Throwing back the bottle cause I can’t get enough of how you make me feel 

The world around me is spinning 

the colors are so bright 

All I hear is laughing 

And your gentle breaths over the phone at night 

I’m starting to think I’m dreaming

I’m walking over clouds 

You’re  what I’ve always wanted 

And 8 year old me would be so proud 

I don’t see why I have to throw it away 

I’ll let it run its course 

Cause time is only wasted when happiness is forced 

But with you, I smile so easily 

My laugh is genuine and true 

I lead myself down all these different paths 

But they always end with you 

My thoughts are always spiraling with all that I could be 

But My thoughts are always happier when I picture you with me 

And maybe I could find someone else

Who lights me up inside 

But I could never forget how you made me feel alive 

I thought i had it figured out 

Before you came along 

And now i'm lost with one direction 

Pointing me into your arms 

I like the way it feels there

So comforting warm and safe 

I feeling that I've come to realize i never want replaced 

I like the way your shoulders feel soaking up my tears 

The way you hold me so tight and let me know you are here 

But your leaving soon 

Your moving far away 

Your doing such amazing things and i can not make you stay 

Four years is a long time to be a part 

A future I can't guarantee 

But i'll always have a piece of and you’ll always have a piece of me

You've taught me things about myself i won't be able to forget 

You believed in me 

My future and my goals 

You didn't just appreciate my surface but learned to love my depth

You learned things about me i thought no one would ever know 

Everything i hated you taught me how to love 

My rambling insecurities became my favorite parts of me 

When i'd get stressed you’d remind me how to breathe 

 i never worried how i looked or what  came tumbling from my lips

Because to you I was always beautiful 

My words were always valid 

not once were they dismissed 

You listened to what i said and gave me your best advice 

You were always authentically yourself 

And didn't think twice

I'm gonna miss the way you made me feel 

With you my life made sense 

It was a movie I just wanted to watch over and over again 

Under the blankets with a storm raging outdoors 

Trying to Match my breathing with yours 

Closing down restaurants on our first date 

Cause you had so much to say and  you just couldn't wait

The way you'd speed through my driveway music blaring dust flying 

The way my mom always hated it and i could tell she wasn't lying 

How you got so nervous when you shook my dads hand 

And the way you spun me round and round 

Dancing with me in the sand 

When it’d get cold and you'd put your jacket round my shoulders 

Leaving ponytails and bobby pins inside your cup holders

Talks about our futures until the sun comes up 

Fights over the phone in my front yard when it got to be to much 

Crying in closets and deciphering Instagram posts 

Doing it all again cause your the one i wanted the most 

Telling you it wouldn't be the same 

You telling me you'd made a mistake

Late nights on moonlit shores

Music and laughing 

I was all yours 

“My whole world” you'd say with a smile 

I started to think id stick around a while 

But all movies end 

You'll be dressed camo green 

And i'll be back home re-watching my favorite movie scenes

- the beginning of an ending 

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