The Lonely Waves

 The Lonely Waves 

I feel the cool water flood over me as I wade 

In that cold ocean of pain the crash of waves 

Against me, the pull of the ocean pulling me down like I’m a nobody 

Holding on pulling me down dragging, I’m falling 

Everything seems to slow down as if time

Froze leaving me hopeless alone 

As I drift in the cold open ocean alone

I think of the warm lake I  think of wading

Into the deep end, as everything passes by so fast even time

But I’m brought back to the nightmare by those frozen waves

I feel their pain crash over me falling

On, to the ocean, I’m no one just a nameless nobody 

I’m alone in this frigid ocean nobody

To call to, alone light rests on top of those waves

I feel anxiety flooding my veins as it begins falling

I begin swimming and fighting, wading  

My way through those waves 

My heart drops as the chance passes by me the time is gone

Time

In time I am nobody

Just like a drop of water in a wave

But you may feel alone 

Just wading 

Falling

But remember when you are falling

And it feels like you are out of time 

And feel like you are in past your head barely wading 

Like you have nobody

Remember you aren’t alone 

Just look for a friendly wave

Just remember the horrors of those waves

The fear of falling 

Being alone

Just remember in time

You will be someones nobody

Just keep wading

The wading in alone in those waves

Will end, you rent a nobody falling

In time you won’t be alone