notes poem

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Life is hard

I hate how some of the people I used to love most no longer have a place in my life

I haven’t deserved any of this, mom even warned me about you

You can’t pick and choose when to be my friend 

I’m so tired of others not being able to own up to treating others poorly

my friend moved away I miss her

You shouldn't have said anything, now I can’t stop thinking about you

I’m angry at myself for holding on just because I was scared to be alone

My own bed isn't even a safe place anymore because I know you lied there with me

The way you always play victim makes me cringe

You chose alcohol over your family, there are no second chances, not from me

I’m so tired of being tired

This town is so suffocating

No pets allowed at the new house, half of my family is going to be gone in a month

Found a way to keep the pets, I don't know what I would have done

Cheer is starting soon im excited, the freshmen are funny

My friends moving back Im so excited-getting coordinating Hoco dresses

My familys getting a fresh start and im so happy

I cooked my first steak last night mom said it was good

My dads really stepping up, Im proud of him

My sister committed to her dream school. She makes me beyond proud

I made some new friends they’re all so sweet

I’m moving on slowly but surely

Life is good.

~olive